Posted by Katherine on May 14, '12 12:27 PM for everyone it's good to be out.. and bump into a really loooooong lost classmate at some ulu siglap blooies.. initally i wasn't sure whether i really knew him, just tot he looks kinda familiar.. but.. from where? nus classmate? that was my first thought.. and bingo! he confirmed it.
and now i know why i wasn't sure whether he was in my class --> cos he wasn't in this picture!!
Posted by Katherine on Apr 15, '12 10:19 AM for everyone TOTALLY DISGUSTING!! EXTREMELY DISGUSTED!!
trust? believe? hahaa.. i probably trust and believe when i was younger. now, i only believe in what i see, and trust actions other than words. Show some respect!!!
 Posted by Katherine on Apr 10, '12 9:05 PM for everyone Got a great gift from my galfrens! iPad2 with Wifi+ 3G! contributions from minyi, fangyi, lifen, jiehan, ivy and shuxin! =D
and this is the first pic taken of minyi n myself @ Nubox NEX with my brand new iPaddy! she's a gal by the way.. hahaha..
Posted by Katherine on Apr 3, '12 4:19 AM for everyone sometimes i wonder.. why am i degrading myself to this extent? do i have nothing better to do or i find it a challenge to be challenged? seriously.. who does he think he is? WTF?!
...it's time to reorganise my priorities. Posted by Katherine on Mar 29, '12 10:06 AM for everyone  been missing from bike lesson for 3 weeks cos of work and travelling, and i was back in the circuit today! wanted to cancel the practical initially cos i lost sleep over some childish acts of a dart team member of mine, and i was dead beat from a long day's work. but alas, i managed to drag myself to the training center.. and.. i finally passed that stage which i failed several times last month! guess wad.. i actually had thoughts of giving up.. my gawd.. "ME" thinking of giving up??? how can chiok hao lian give up after announcing that she's taking Class 2B? nooooooo...
thank gawd, my nightmare of retaking that particular lesson over and over again is OVER! i just have this feeling that i'll do exceptionally well for the rest! come on Chiok Hao Lian! you can do it! gambatte! Posted by Katherine on Mar 25, '12 12:01 PM for everyone  yesterdae, i went idarts senso for the first time since my drunken incident, and one waiter that i couldn't even remember came up to me and said 'wow.. u were really damn drunk that day!' omg.. he still remember after 2 weeks? and who is he? sigh.. i must have really made a scene there.. and when i think about it, if vic or shauna were there, they would probably pull me to one side, and said fiercely to me, "形像! 保持形像!" to prevent me from making a fool of myself.. that's how we were when we clubbed during our younger days.. we can drink, we can have fun, but ultimately, we always managed to remind and protect each other.. they will not say things like 'nevermind, let her be, she's ok.' when i definitely wasn't OK.
am i taking it too seriously by ignoring pauline since the day she totally disregarded me by publicly uploading my drunken pic on facebook? since then, she has sent a string of messages apologizing, saying she was drunk too and couldn't remember doing that. well.. it doesn't matter so much to me now that it has been weeks since the incident although people are still laughing at that pic, it just hurts me more knowing that i couldn't trust going out with her anymore. who knows what may happen the next time?
i can't blame her for her stupid actions on me. i just have myself to blame. and now, i've decided that the only way to prevent such things from happening again, is to stop hanging out with her. i know i may seem petty, but why put myself in danger when i can prevent it myself? Posted by Katherine on Mar 24, '12 12:45 AM for everyone  some people's actions just put me off. how can a man of of 30+ do stupid things like deleting people from facebook and making childish status updates? hahaa..! out of that many of my friends that he has added on facebook since years ago, he kept some, he deleted some recently! gawd! it's childish enuff to delete me, why delete those innocent people? and if he needs to delete my friends, why not delete them all? why keep some? does he not have enuff friends of his own? i tot i still have that tiny tweeny lil bit of respect for him.. lost it all now.
some people are just so warp, dodgy, and pathetic. Posted by Katherine on Mar 11, '12 10:19 AM for everyone  i'm superbly pissed again, this time by my fren of more than 10 yrs. she's either an idiot or she's all out to humiliate me. 10 years of knowing her and hanging out with her, she should know me and definitely knows that i will get pissed when she posted and tagged a drunken pic of me on her facebook! is she that dense? doesn't she know that all my frens and colleagues are on my facebook? and that 'friends' ought to 'help' each other than to humiliate each other? even our common fren commented that she could have done it deliberately, and to get enjoyment out of that.
SICK. Posted by Katherine on Mar 9, '12 10:59 AM for everyone  i'm so pissed off at everything, at everyone today. in the day it was work. one "distributor" pissed me off great time when he din answer my calls and smses for 3 days, and when i got a colleague to call him, he picked up, and gave excuses for delaying my product quotation to the end user. i need an answer, i need his and the very important customer's attendance confirmation for the seminar that i set up. i need him just to pick up my calls and tell me what is the problem.
subsequently, after getting off work, the original plan for golf was wrecked, and i was looking around for the 4th ball to replace the one that was supposed to play. i asked several people and all asked many questions about who's playing, am/pm, wads the cost, venue, who's driving, etc etc.. and in the end, none were really sincere! all were just plain irritating by asking questions when their answers were a BIG NO in the first place! why fucking waste my time?!?! assholes. Posted by Katherine on Feb 24, '12 11:19 AM for everyone  my arms are aching......
aching from the first practical training today... but, the thing is... today's practical training is more of a run thru orientation without us getting on the bike! the only time we touched the bike was when everyone had to have a go at moving the bike off the main stand, and lifting it back onto the main stand! boy... that was tough! the weird thing was... everyone had little or no problems pushing it down from the main stand, and they all had difficulties lifting it back on, but i had problems opposite from them! when i pushed it down, i lost balance of it and let it land on the left.. haha..! and when i had to lift it up onto the main stand, i just kept the bike straight and threw my body weight onto the stand, and it was lifted up in one swift motion! i was surprised, and even more shocked+paisei when the instructor clapped?!?!
heh.. got my PDL for Class2B finally, and I can start REAL practical lessons already!! \(",)/ Posted by Katherine on Feb 23, '12 5:51 PM for everyone i realised when u get older, your body takes aloooooooot longer to recuperate from the night before's drinking session.. after wednesday's darts match against dark knights at club house when i eventually got home at 3am, i had to drag myself up for riding theory test at 915am (scored full marks!), and then rushed to tuas crescent for a meeting, thereafter drive thru macd takeaway to office, and then drove to west coast to pick my mom up at 5pm.. when i was home, lazing around, waiting for my 910pm 1st practical training session, i fell asleep till 10pm! damn.. i wasted a session's fees.. bleah..
and now i'm awake again at this weird morning hour with nothing much to do cept blogging, again.. and showing off my purchase of the week -- a cheap normal helmet for my class2B practical training sessions! *beamzzz*
Posted by Katherine on Feb 20, '12 9:06 AM for everyone tadang! my new cart bag and boston bag has arrived within 8 days from japan! off goes the old worn out nike bag! and here comes my new onoff pvc black cart bag with that cute little black doggie ball holder i bought from korea msu sports!
  
旧的不去，新的不来。 新的来了，旧的拜拜。 Posted by Katherine on Feb 17, '12 9:24 AM for everyone i've been wanting to write a blog.. to "Ahtaz" and to "Atatas".. the 2 mysterious peeps, who might actually be the same person that set up multiply addresses to communicate with me.. i assumed that they are ladies.. well, where should i begin.. hmm..
About "Atatas" 2-3 yrs ago when bryan and i broke up, "Atatas" suddenly appeared and made comments when i blogged about bryan :after i got back with bryan, "Atatas" disappeared..
About "Ahtaz" and then recently "Ahtaz" appeared and sent me a multiply personal message (hope you dun mind me sharing this on my multiply, anyway no one really reads my blog these days!)
"Hi Katherine
I happened to chance upon your blog and read through all the happenings about your last relationship.
I feel that this guy is seriously taking you for a ride again and that you should well move on. (I know it's easier said than done). Your on/off 4 years together, he did it not once, not twice. And the same thing happened again and again.
It's not your karma, it's just that we are often so blinded by this 4-letter word, LOVE that we hurt ourselves unknowingly.
I seriously doubt he is hurting as badly as you are. For all you know, he may be with another gal now? It's not the first time isn't it?
'Always remember life is better than it seems'
=)"
I replied "Ahtaz", i thanked her for her message and explained to her that my recent so-called emo blogs are not about bryan, but about another person, and said that i would really like to get to know her, and i'm really sincere (and majorly curious) to get to know more about her! but i doubt she got my reply because when i click on her multiply link, it says "User Ahtaz does not exist."
Posted by Katherine on Feb 17, '12 8:57 AM for everyone super beezy day of rushing reports, doing quotations, arranging seminar, coordinating returned goods.. and rushing to bbdc to take my RTE (riding theory evaluation).. it's a test that i have to pass before the school allows me to take the real RTT (riding theory test) cos they want to ensure a high passing rate.. and then i booked for my RTT on the 23rd feb! hmmm.. i passed my driving theory and practical tests, all on the 1st attempt.. will i be able to do that for riding as well? hope so! gambatte! heh heh..
after a busy day, i drove to meet pauline to get my stuff that i left at her place, then rushed to TMCC to attend the HSBC Women's Champion volunteer briefing and collected the package.. it's my first time volunteering as marshal, and they issued dri-fit golf t-shirts instead of the past years lousy cotton ones..! swee la.. and the size is just nice~ >.<
after bidding farewell to the rest, i was actually on AYE towards kampung bahru to meet the rest for darts.. but i wonder why.. i changed my mind and continued the journey.. all the way.. and i'm home.. blogging, surfing the net, keeping track on my internet purchases.. and gonna continue to watch 小資女孩向前衝 on a friday night! (even my mom is out..)
Posted by Katherine on Feb 15, '12 11:56 AM for everyone  haiz.. lost the match today against forest 'kittens'.. we played well, but wasn't fantastic.. overall was a good and friendly match.
there was another game held at the same time.. club hse peeps vs temple monks.. the last time when we played with those club hse peeps, i played so well that i bust my rating, and the 'worst' part was, we were playing against the top players of dartslive singapore.. and they remember that incident till today.. haha.. eh.. actually that wasn't my main point.. hahaha..! i got carried away haolian-ing about my good darts that i drifted away from why i mentioned them. well, out of 8 of them, 3 of them at different point of times asked me, 'where's bryan?' blardeeeeee hell.. haha.. in fact it has been a long long time since anyone mentioned him, so i was quite surprised as i assumed 'everyone' knew! and one of them said that i looked more jovial than last time, definitely for the better.. hmmm.. i rem some others also mentioned that i looked younger, happier, and that i'm starting to be the zealous self that i once was.. was i THAT unhappy with him that i didn't even realise back then?!?!
after this failed relationship, i fully realised the importance of being with someone that TRULY likes me, loves me, desires me for who i am. it's really a waste of time being with someone that wanted me to make changes for him.. hmmmmmmmm.. i remember 'the most recent him' did mention that he usually lay down his expectations of his gf, but with me, he didn't want to.. although it was just a few seconds of casual remark, but it was something that really got to me.. and perhaps, that's one of the reasons why i will still think of him now.. Posted by Katherine on Feb 13, '12 10:19 AM for everyone 
i sink i ish gooooood! i attended 3 theory lessons in a day, and that's a total of 5 hrs!
i can't count how many scary road accident videos i've watched within a day.. and mostly involved bikers who were flung out of their bikes, helmets off, lying motionless on the road.. well.. cos the instructors always love to emphasize on SAFETY..
some of the scenes and what they preached really reminded me of the bike accident i had as a pillion in 2004.. true enuff.. pillion, whose view is largely blocked by the rider, suffers the most as they are mostly unaware of the road situation.. so.. that's why i want to be the rider now! hah! duhz..
pauline was asking why do i not have a phobia after that accident..? eh.. i'm not so sure u know.. but i think i dun have leh..! i rem i was in Vietnam on my distributor's bike as a pillion without helmet a yr or two after that accident, and i did it without hesitation.. hmmm.. should i have phobia??
when u fall, do u stop getting up? when u crash into other people's car, do u stop driving? so when i got into a bike accident 8 yrs ago, that should not, and will not stop me from riding 8 yrs later.. i think it's the same theory.. like relationships.. i fell out of relationships so many times, but that doesn't mean i should never love and be loved again.. just a matter of time.. the right time..
eh.. wads with that sudden emo?!?! time for "小資女孩向前衝" again! Posted by Katherine on Feb 12, '12 10:36 AM for everyone ahhh.. how i hate it when my impulsive buying urge doesn't get its way!
after a short 100 balls range at cdans, i decided to drive to warren to buy that on-off black pvc golf cart bag that i bio-ed during the last GR game there. and guess wad.. it's closed! they only open from 7am-7pm! grrrr.. thought i could have a happy night re-arranging my golf clubs in the new bag.. duhz.. so sianz.. and so.. i'm home with nothing much to do.. cept online shopping..
oh oh.. i've just made an online purchase of the below.. and some cute rilakkuma accessories.. (must be amber influenced me with her rilakkuma craze!)
i chose that rose red boston bag and black cart bag.. alright.. wad a satisfying day.. time to continue watching "小資女孩向前衝"..! Posted by Katherine on Feb 12, '12 3:23 AM for everyone  oh gawd... i'm such a noob!
noob as a captain for my oiishi darts team..! besides not being very sure about pressing the board for various games, i didn't even take note that they had written the end rating for marc wrongly, and that caused a little uproar about him 'busting'.. and during the match, when we were leading 3-2, i wanted to put myself down for the doubles with joe hopefully to secure another point to make it 4-2, the other team stopped me and said my 'slippers' are not allowed and so i had to sit out of the match. bleah! i played with other teams with that pair of sandals and they were alright with it. blardee hell... this bunch of charbohs are just plain sore losers. humph! doesn't matter now cos we eventually won 5-4! another close fight after trailing 4-3.. and we won the last 2 doubles straight and emerged winner!
alright.. time to finish reading the darts league rulebook.. yawnzzz.. LOL Posted by Katherine on Feb 9, '12 3:43 AM for everyone finally i'm really walking the talk and not procrastinating like i always do! just now as i was driving back home, i decided "it" shall be today, so i made a turn into bbdc! Parked my car, walked in, got a queue number, registered, made payment, attended introductory lesson, and here's my new purchase :
!!! STARTER KIT FOR CLASS 2B !!!
initially i'm thinking of getting the license for fun.. but now i'm thinking of something MORE.. hmmm.. prolly i can get the sports bike that i always like? or a cute little vespa for occasional rides? mazdarling gonna have a baby brother soon? heh.. i'm so gonna make sure i get my license as fast as possible!!
Posted by Katherine on Feb 8, '12 2:27 PM for everyone  mixed feelings...
i'm damn excited and exhilarated cos Oiishi won the match today! although it was just a close fight where we won 5-4, but it was truly a good and enjoyable match overall, and most importantly all were present (finally!) and all got a chance to play! winning is definitely important, but as a captain, i feel that since we set out to form a team, my priority is to make sure that everyone feels involved in the match, regardless of whether you are a high rater or low rater. teamwork and encouragement from and to every team member that is playing is of utmost importance to me. good job Oiishi!!!!
on the other hand, pauline's lousy bf msged her to break off, which i'm glad for her, from the bottom of my heart! i never really approved this bf of her, mainly cos he's not financially stable, and doesn't even bother to show care and concern for her even when she was down with fever of 39 degc! i dare to say that i'm not a materialistic person, but what good is a man if he does not have a stable job with relatively okay income, and has no car that he can afford comfortably and has been allowing his gf to pay for his drinking expenses at the age of 36?!?! moreover, he doesn't even strive to work or think of ways to carve out a better future himself! not that i feel too highly of pauline, but i seriously think that she's better off alone than with him! good riddance!
well.. bad times never happen on its own.. on the same day, her mom is down with mild stroke after a couple of falls...... things are really unpredictable.. a week before i flew off to korea, i met up with pauline for lunch near her home, and saw her mom happily bringing pauline's niece down to buy some things from the convenience store.. and then now she's admitted to hospital, just got out of ICU a couple of hours ago.. dun really know her mom well, but i sincerely hope she gets well soon..
alrite.. it's time to sleep for more work and appointments tomorrow..! aja aja fighting..! |
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